winter 2024

I RATHER BE HERE

When some voice is yelling

You are running out of time

When a screen makes you think

You are not good enough

When your racing mind is somewhere else but now.

Breath, look how good is in here

Have you ever dreamed of having multiple lives because just one might not be enough to tick off all the boxes on your endless bucket list? (99—Travel the World)

Or felt overwhelmed by how quickly time slips away? (Wait… how is it September already?!)

I often catch myself wondering, What’s next? even when the present is everything I ever wanted. I find myself dreaming of my next adventure while still living out the last one.

The first spark of inspiration for “I Rather Be Here” came last November, during a time when my life was chaotic but thrilling. I was anxious about moving into my new studio in April while packing my bags for a three-month stay in Argentina. Of course, this idea brought with it even more anxiety (I couldn’t wait to start drawing!). But now, after a lot of therapy, I’ve learned an invaluable tool for those moments when my mind is buzzing with too much noise. Feeling anxious? Go outside.

I’m incredibly lucky that my “outside” is the most beautiful and healing nature I’ve ever seen. When I’m in the woods, I don’t want to be anywhere else but there.

“I Rather Be Here” is the closest to my heart because it holds so much meaning. It’s special because my creative process was completely different this time. Because it started from a feeling. It’s special because, I am using a new medium that I have very little experience with. (What if it’s not perfect?! You’re learning, just be here.) And I am using COLOR?! It’s special because it’s the first collection where I truly feel like an artist—not just one in the making. Because my emotions are poured into these creations, and now they’re hanging in your hallway (AAAH, WHAT?!!).

This collection has taught me that there’s nothing more precious than now. Today. Right here. Ahora. The good, the bad—all of it has brought me to this moment, and for that, I’m grateful.

“I Rather Be Here” is also an ode to the seasons. The changing scenery, the colors, the different rhythms of life—all of it keeps me grounded and at peace. Deep powder and monochrome days bring me peace in winter; the silence and vastness of the desert bring me peace during mud season. The warmth, the flowers, and the burst of life bring me peace in summer; and the tranquility, the golden and bright days of fall bring me peace in autumn.

The limited-edition prints are now sold out. I hand-painted each one of them, adjusting hues and saturation, making every one of them unique. This process has also been a practice discovering watercolor as a new medium. “I rather be here” is also a reminder that learning is a not a linear process. Each stain or “mistake” represents the ups and downs, that will take make me get where I want to be.

Only one original drawing remains: 2/4 - Desert - You can purchase here

Love, Agostina